Resentment

Why do you resent me?

Was it something I said?

Is it how I look?

Or what I do?

All I ask is an answer. 

I remain humble in your response,

Patient and waiting for you to

Impart your reasons upon me

But..I have yet to hear your reply

So I ask why

Why won’t you love me

Like you used to?

Why can’t we have the same love

We used to have?

What changed?

Did I not love you enough?

I spent every moment I could

Did so much to help

Spent every minute I could with you

I showed my love every chance I could

Or was I just not enough?

Did I not do enough for you?

Was what I did the least?

Or did you just need more?

I think you just wanted more

I think you needed some more time 

Time I tried to give you

But no, you didn’t want that

Nor did you need it

Maybe I wasn’t enough then

Maybe I wasn’t enough of a lover

I didn’t show you how I was a fighter

So now I’ll prove to you now 

Just how much I am a killer

No, no!  There’s no going back now!

After all that I’ve been through 

After all that YOU put me through

I’ll do my best to stay true 

Once I am done dispatching you

You brought this upon yourself!

There will be no escape 

No one to save you

No one to hear you cry

It’s just you and I

I want to hear bones break

To feel flesh peel itself back

To smell and taste blood 

And to see you split in two

You will feel my resentment

As I for the last time feel you